I am Feeling a bit nervous and overwhelmed.
I feel like I may have bit off a really large piece, in taking on this new goal, or I should say goals. I have been disabled for many years, and now all of a sudden I decide that we need more money, and I need to listen to the promptings of the Angels. The Angels have been pushing on me for years to become an online presence. They want me to be a bridge between them and people here on Earth, so they can work together. I finally relented and promised that I would take it on, so now I am trying to keep a YouTube Channel going, a Patrion page, Instagram Page, Facebook Page, Build a new website from scratch, create Angel Communications Classes, and Write a book about my life, as well as leading group counseling sessions. I never actually wrote it all down, because I knew if I did I would probably freak out and give up. There are many other little things that I have had to do or still need to do that I didn't list, like creating a logo, writing a Blog, figuring out how to set everything up and figuring out how to use all of the new apps. I am doing quite well, but I just have so much to do. I just wish I could afford to hire an assistant who could help me with some of it. It really makes me wonder how Mothers of many children can take this all on and succeed. Every time I doubt myself I just go to YouTube and check out one of their channels. One of the women suggested taking it in 15-minute intervals if that is all you can manage, moving forward slowly is better than sitting still. It has been so long since I have done anything like this. I am rather proud of myself but it is good that I am my own boss, or I may have been fired by now.
Sometimes we have no choice but to try, no matter how difficult things are for us. It has been way too easy for me to just sit back and let my disabilities dictate a sedentary life. I keep reminding myself that no matter what, we need to just keep pushing forward until we just can't anymore. Some people think that I am foolish to put so much time and effort into this project with the shape of our economy and the direction that the United States is moving in lately, but the Angels tell me that we all need to keep pushing forward and pray that the state of our Nation will straighten out for the better.
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